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Guys my computer is being stupid and wont let me edit pictures tonight. it did allow me to do one though. Merry Christmas:) I believe in you.
Please. Don’t leave your family just yet.
Truth. Chin up gorgeous you are truly better than that and you need to realize that those cuts and scars on your wrists aren’t what define you. What defines you is so much more than that. Way more. So chin up and love yourself for who God made you.
Okay I am so so so sorry fr being gone for awhile. I have been busy with school because i have a lot of AP classes that are difficult this year and I feel terrible. But lately I began thinking about why I started this blog. The reason was because it broke my heart every time I saw a post saying “I have no hope left. No one wants me. Goodbye” I couldn’t stand it. My heart would break. I hate it when people joke about eating disorders, suicide, self harm, or anything of the sort. I hate it because I know real people go through this day after day and cant get over it. I actually went off on a guy in my grade at school because he was constanly going around joking about self harm. Not many people know the things about this stuff. How it is a metal thing that they can’t just get over. That they didn’t wake up one day and think oh I’m going to be suicidal. They just are. Lately I have seen more people that are suidal and depressed even my own sister is going through depression and being made fun of at school. Also if any of you know Christian Novlli you know that he is suicidal at the moment and finds no hope in living. I want to start this blog up again and save someones life. It’s hard to see someone so drained of life especially someone in your family and I want to put hope in peoples life again. I’m not doing this to be a “good” person or anything like that I do this because I want to show people the joys of life big and small. So it’s eleven at night and I have school tomorrow and am writing this on my iPod but I just to say this; stay strong you deserve the world and Christian if you happen to be reading this heads up beautiful there are so many people rooting for you so please message me so we can talk I love to pieces. And you the person reading this don’t take those pills, put down that razor, and go eat that cookie because I need you to hold out one more night. For me. For the world. Just see what tomorrow brings please. Don’t leave just yet. Come talk to me please. You deserve to be happy. Come talk to me if you find no hope please.